After watching a good cartoon I find myself having feels, special feels that make me always feel to do something productive for my future career in art. Mostly about doing a comic story keeps coming up , it has been bothering me throughout the years. My conscience has always whine to start a comic, start a comic!! Until last summer I officially started and my inner self is peaceful . So much process has happened and i learned to storyboard last week.
I realized after being drifted away from watching tv. I found myself away from seriously watching tv from years to months, eventually after i met a special friend i have pushed my dreams away. I focus on them a lot was my mistake. Ever since ive had the worst experiences of my life, my life's been basically dried up and if i dont find a texting buddy imma get sad. And this said person made my life more challenging sometimes to overwhelming to handle but i learned to communicate more better with others is one of the very few bright sides. I'm not getting into details because I don't want to get off topic .
To understand this i had to mention the above a little, what im about to say is if your never had experiences with friendships. Especially if your like me who in the past seem like that one person who was "labeled" the shy one while your just introverted naturally. And only talk to a few, make sure you don't get too close to someone who you think itll be alright or its going to hurt a lot. Go save yourself, find something you love to do that is healthy, fun and very motivated.
If you feel people are stressing you out. Then stop focusing on them! Chase your dreams instead of dealing with people who wont give a shit about your feelings deep inside. This was my recent one year mistake. I've drowned a lot but I manage to still kick it off.
Whenever i watch shows im really into. I have something inside me tell me this is my passion, this is me, this what i should do, its a huge feeling. Cartoons and anime were the reason I chosed to keep drawing for constant years. Its a pretty good feeling, like its my destiny.
I will be your future animator !! And storyboard artist, no more dry modern cartoons of today we need some 90's to 2005's taste. (Note: Im not going to be a cartoonist xD) im just saying i get huge motivation for it ^-^ I just want to help in the productions and I am working on doing my own manga that could possibly go into a anime show
However, I do get nostalgia along with strong motivation, happiness etc
Half the time making me feel like I'm ten to fourteen years old again ;-; maybe this is why artists can get away with showing interest in animation without being made fun at. I showed more interest in outfits that have a picture of let's say "Zelda". In japan you could wear a pikachu backpack and funny looking clothes without getting strange looks.
Sometimes a little rainbow in our outfits, and go in build a bear shops. Can be the coolest things ever! B)
Thanks for reading,
P.S I was thinking about it at the end should i put this on my DA ID? lol
I feel like I should, and edited it slightly
O.O Maybe its too much for a introduction
Listening to: Nothing at moment either
Reading: Nothing at the moment