Be my Secret Birthday Santa ? I hope someone reads

Update 3/25/2016: I don't care if I didn't get anything , I did get two things. well three with the wii u getting fixed , but you guys should read my new journal (one with the art update)


Alright so my birthday wasn't as depressing as I thought I'll be, it was kind of fun but not really >`< yesterday and yes its still my birthday actually it wasn't my birthday yesterday but today is officially!! And I'm starting to feel a little not appreciated at all! (My family did make my existence happy with taking me to restaurant and cake but I hate to point out that no one else notices me, I don't have any other friends other than one person. And thought I would have fans to spam me with happy birthdays, not even that where are y'all? Y'all always do.
O.O seriously just being inactive for a hole year I am put in scraps.
Ok I know I haven't been as active I'm sorry mainly my schedule is hard and mainly the fact that my best friend keeps stealing me away from doing things productive, I had such a hard time because I never had someone to bond with. So I give him all my time and I take long naps afterschool so not really much time and had this health issue my parents forcing me to exercise each time I touch the computer or phone.. I'm just really struggling with being active with art at home (plus being on the internet), at school I did really beautiful artwork. And I just haven't even been able to upload right away because I feel something pulls me away from deviant art, mainly the conversations.
After months I got a balance, but I was aiming to do digital art and kept failing whenever I wanted to produce it. I've went to watch tutorial videos but a lot are confusing me till I found one that is really simple, but the others I just got lost. I am probably sticking to traditional art way easier, fun and fast very fast compare to digital art.
Okay now to my point....
Why you guys (and gals) should at least draw me a sketch/ or colored art ? Well being my birthday....  I will ask for a few wishes right? well rereading this is kind of embarrassing adding a part I was going to put to show here. I can't believe I wrote a lot of things but its embarrassing so no don't have to tell you my whole story attach :/. Just know.. I am very introverted individual who no one really notices still :c I just been into a lot past years. Depression mainly because of a hard thing I'm still fighting aaaaaand a few other things but I'm a nobody still and currently.. I'm still happy, just showing you all this journal to let you know I'm here.
No one knows me as well but family and my bestie I am not sad because I don't get a lot of people telling me happy birthday and gifts.. only little little bit and I'm just trying here, if its one person it make me happy  and my sibling just gifted me a little something. and my best friend making me something but idk I just feel I'm invisible to other places.
well here's the reference pictures. I'm sorry I don't have much, these are from 2014-2016 some from I am okay if you draw my character Violet ^^
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Here's my finished design character of my best friend's sonic character I created : (the black hair, actually was supposed to be a dark brown hair, don't draw cheesecake, her design is ew)
Blueberry > fav.me/d8zzyx9

My human character of my avatar from the game I met my bestie , Miley I call her she uh now has a new design , but I've drawn best friend pictures as these fav.me/d8rbmpn fav.me/d9gbenj
If you decide to draw my best friend's and I character that are us but in how we met (I had violet longer, but as I got more characters I can't really focus on one but I am most like violet and Miley, although my hair is shorter like Miley's and my dark side is Miley, but my light side is violet and before I went bleh but she always was who I identify when I started my DA)
This a new look I'm experimenting with for Miley if she has short hair, light brown , dark beige matches with most my favorite colors sta.sh/01x77hl5tpvf
But I also love that her hair long, dark orange not light like a lot of drawings I did.. but for my future manga I might do with short light brown, honey, beige with blue eyes , but you can use the old orange with gray eyes I still like it. <3 I would love anyway it comes out, let me know if you need help with a idea like which color etc.